"I probably think about leaving every day. Some days I am sitting in a church listening to a sermon I feel like I have left. I can be in the sanctuary, but I still think I've left. I don't always agree with Adventists. I don't always agree with Adventism. Auntie Ellen and I even disagree on a couple things. But I know God is real. I know God is responsible for every good thing that has ever happened in my life, because all I do is produce trash. But He keeps on loving me, providing for me, holding onto me. And when I think about that... where would I go?"